Almost my birthday!

I'm way excited! My birthday is only 2 days away! The big 1-7! Thinking about having a party but not too sure yet.. My parents asked my what I wanted for my birthday but I wasn't exactly sure, because well my parents have already given me everything I've wanted, like not to sound spoiled because well yeah I'll admit that i am a little but I have to work for it and I don't really ask for anything anymore.. When I think about having a party I'm like I want one of those My Super Sweet Sixteen parties with artists and whatnot but i know that cant exactly happen.. Ha one thing i know for sure that I'm going to wish for is to meet and sing with Drake and Nicki Minaj that would be a Sick and Thee bestest birthday present ever!! <3>

Always,
Jailyn<3

My List 4 Junior Year!!

1. Stop Being Shy
2. Open Up To New Friends
3. Be Even More Creative (Almost GaGa Creative)
4. Keep My Grades Up
5. HAVE THEE BEST HOMECOMiNG EVER!!
6. TAKE DRAKE TO MY PROM!!( eventhough it's impossible I can still wish it would happen!!!)
7. Just have fun this whole year with as little drama as possible!!

Should I??

So truth of the matter is I love to sing! I do it all the time..I can sing almost any song and yes I have attempted Mariah Carey but... I'll leave the high pitched notes to her. I am very very passionate about my music, everywhere I go I have to have my ipod with me.

I've always been told that I wouldn't be able to make it in the industry or even just to a meeting because I come from a small town. So then I think to myself what if I could prove people wrong I mean people get famous in so many ways these days like on YouTube right so I think I've finally found my chance, there's a contest called Talent the Casting Call it's for women between the ages of 16 and 24. I mean there's a lot of talent in this world and if I could get a shot I would run with it! But see the biggest fear is singing in front of people, I know I know I'll be singing in front of a camera not necessarily people but people have to see my video I don't wanna make a fool of myself on camera! If they make people vote who stays and who goes I hope I'm good enough to get at least 10 votes if I can get that maybe I won't feel so bad about losing*hehe*But the website won't be up till July 14, 2010. If I'm lucky my video will be up that day. If it comes down to votes I hope you will all vote for me or at least consider voting..

But until then I'll just keep wishing...even on airplanes!

Sincerely,
Kendra<3

My Poem Got Published!!

This poem got published like my 8th grade year but I'm still proud of it. I wrote it a few months after my cousins funeral. I'll always love and miss you Jessie Cole Darnell<3.

I MISS YOU

There's a knock at my door,

but no one's there.

I see your car,

but not you.

I go in your room and wait,

but you never came.

I go to your games,

but your not playing.

I see your little twin,

but I don't see you.

I see your family,

they're not as happy they're missing you too.

I go to your place and take the flowers and balloons,

write I miss you all over the place.

And now that's all I can say I miss you.